Bioman the Architect

Have I really disappeared from the surface of th world? 

 

I don't think I have disappeared but maybe issolated.  I feel that I can no longer see things like use when I was young, for better or for worst?  The world has appeared very different to me.  There are many things I enjoying doing in the past that I no longer have any interests in. 

 

I have sailed to another course, quite different to the friends whom I have known for many years.  At first I simply put it down that people don't understand what I am doing.  The real fact maybe I never spend the time to explain to anyone.   I am not good at explaining nor do I have the patient to justify my action.   Searching deeper in my heart, maybe I do want people to understand and tell me that I am doing the right thing.

Everyone has a story to tell.  The problem with me, I don't know how to tell mine.

Someone once asked me this. 

 

Do you feel sad that you can't trust God can only trust yourself and no one else? 

 

I don't think that's sad.

 

I think it would be the saddest thing in the world, if you can't even trust yourself.

三十忽忽萬般愁,空有壯懷不惜身.

此處點滴幾翻休,燭影半亮夜來寒.

時來未得東風送,一彎勾月導平生,

唯是日逝月歲流, 且倍憂人斷我心.